End of the first semester… and as we all know, the students are now busy of getting the results of their final grades. Whooh! Mine is really crucial. I guess it will be a make or break of my future career. Though it hurts, but I am willing to accept the fact that I might have a failing grade (well, at least not as low as the passing grade 75). But for sure, a grade which could possibly let me out of the BSA program and force to shift w/ another course. Yeah, it is difficult and perhaps, it is one of the saddest moments in my life. And you know what’s painful? It is when, I myself know that I am capable of passing and make it to the cut-off grade and yet because of something, everything just pop-out like a bubble. I don’t know what to do because for sure my parents will get mad at me and 100% sure I will get mad at myself. I admit I am quite pretending that if ever I will fail, it will be okay.
Nope… I am wrong. I know I am just trying to fool myself, just trying to fool everyone around me. In reality it’s a double murder to my part. I am not yet done w/ what had happened to me last holy week and here comes another heart breaking experience which make it harder for me to breathe again. Tsk3
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